§ [ 010 ] § 'I need to stop thinking...'

[red_queen]

You know what else I need to stop doing? Playing Assassin's Creed and finishing up my homework.


Although I haven't seen a change in the scale since I started, I do feel like I'm changing. The extra skin on my sides is going away and I swear my tummy is getting smaller. This is so exciting! I don't think I've felt proud of myself as much as I am right now.

I know I still have a long ways to go before I look like a bombshell again, but I'm feeling optimistic. I'm a little concerned that the exercises I've been doing have been making my shoulders more broad. I need to talk to my trainer about it. Other than that, I'm on the right track! I just hope I don't turn ugly ;;


Alongside cross-fit training, I've been thinking about adopting a dog. I know, I have a cat but she doesn't like me and she lives at my moms. I've had a weird streak of pets my entire life so I think after having a praying mantis, two geese, a turtle, and a cat, I'm ready for a dog.

I just want a companion who will love me when I get home. I feel so lonely here in Lubbock. I don't know, maybe it's just a phase. Still. I took this test to see what breed was compatible with me and I got this dog. It's cute. Don't think it reflects me but what do I know about dogs.

Comments

[sevillana]

Be optimistic! It's true that weight isn't the only indicator of changes in your body. The weight can not drop, but you can still tone up and look better and more fit.

A dog would be cute. Name it something cool.

[red_queen]

I think that icon of yours sums up what I have to do when I eat. It's been so hard NOT eating like a poor college student. I'm fighting it and trying to stay optimistic!

I wouldn't know what to name it. I have never been good at naming things. I would probably do what I do with my pokemon and just name my dog like my cat: VERY MEXICAN NAMES.

[sevillana]

It's one way to measure things out. I just need to stay calm. I never eat because a diet makes me hungry, just when I get tired/frustrated/whatever. I really need to get on this, though. I want to be pretty in summer.

Doesn't have to be Mexican. I hereby name your dog Falafel.